Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Update!

Oh I have so much I would have written about in the last few weeks, if only I had Internet, I would have! And now, I can only think of a few things to write about.
The move into the house went really well. I love our church! The men got our truck loaded up in one evening, and it was amazing. I didn't think our whole house would fit into such a small box, but they did it! They worked every piece like a puzzle, moving here, sliding there, squishing here and adjusting there, making it all fit. They were amazing! And then the next morning people from our new ward came to help us unpack the truck and they had it all out and in rooms in under 35 minutes! Then they also helped us put together beds and move around furniture. We are so lucky our church is such a service oriented well oiled machine! I can't imagine making the move without them. And JoAnne even brought us dinner so I could pack up our dishes and not have to worry about cooking. <3 Thank you friend!
I have the upstairs almost unpacked. Just a few more boxes in the living room need to be dispersed and tossed downstairs to be broken down. The kids all did their rooms the second day we were in the house, and that helped me so much. Plus, they got to make the choices about how their rooms should look. I got the kitchen unpacked this Sunday after church and that was a big deal. I have so much kitchen stuff! Oh and we need to put up shelving in our master closet and get the clothes boxes unpacked. Our closet is lined with cedar wood and it smells soooo gooood!
We have now seen one deer, heard pheasants, heard foxes, found fox poop and seen lots of deer tracks. I didn't know what I was hearing the other night and had to google YouTube on my phone to watch videos of foxes and coyotes and listen for the sound I heard. Turns out it was a red fox. Neat! Joel found a den out in the woods in an old log, so that makes sense.
We can't get internet at the new house for a while. We are out in the boonies and there is pretty much only one company that can offer us internet for streaming tv, I need my Hulu and Netflix! They came out the other day and told us that the antenna that came with the house needs a $129.00 part. Ouch. I was kinda hoping to spend that money on a water softener that takes iron out.  So now we are tipping scales. One side, internet. Other side, water softener that makes my water not smell like rotten eggs or chlorine. One is only $200, one is $5-600.  Decisions, decisions. In the meantime I am driving down to the campus to use their internet, which is how I am making this post today! :)
I am registered for next semester, but might make an addition if I can find a fun class to add.  Otherwise it's just 3 classes (11 credits) for me this semester.
Ummmm.... that's about all I can think of for now.
Oh! When you buy sheets and they are a bright color, wash them and rinse them several times before you use them! Jake got sent home from work the other day, and followed by his boss, because they thought he was turning blue. Turns out, it was just the new sheets I bought him that had bled onto him, lol! Love that kid!

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Monday, October 17, 2011

20 Hours. Done!

This afternoon I finished up my 20 hours of volunteer service hours in a regular elementary school classroom. I had such a blast! I was lucky enough to spend that time in Joyanna's classroom with her teacher. She is such a great teacher. I loved her teaching style and I learned so much from her. She actually made me feel like maybe I would like to teach in a regular classroom.
The kids were so fun and they were mostly good to me. There were a couple of stinkers but I didn't let them get away with it. I made them love me by the end, lol. I think my walking like a penguin helped ;)
I was able to spend lunch with Joy each day I was there and visit with her friends. That was fun for me too. I loved being with her and spending time with her in school. I will miss that the most.
Today I got thrown into a group work session and at first it didn't go well. I had six kids and they all seemed to have their heads going other ways. We had to complete two pages in their math books. At first I was working individually with them, but then when I'd leave one child to do to do something while I helped another, I noticed that when I came back they hadn't done what I left them to do! So I ended up pulling a few tricks with them and got them to work somewhat as a group, and got them involved in trying to check each others guesses and see who could be first to find the answers. That worked good and we got their work done in time for them to get to music class. It was a good experience for me and gave me a taste of things to come. YIKES! Can I do this?!
On Sunday Joel and I took a drive, just us two. It was a very windy day. We were curious how the new property was looking with the leaves falling now. We missed the color, but it was great to see through the trees and see how deep the woods are by the house. It can be so deceiving with all of the leaves. We saw a lot of deer tracks and some typed of canine tracks. We stopped and just listened to the wind in the trees. I love that sound. It was so peaceful and relaxing. I've missed that sound. In this neighborhood I don't spend a lot of time outside. They've set up the house to look like people are living in it, to avoid more break ins. There's a trike, shoes on the porch, lawn chairs, etc. They did a good job. Hopefully it works and keeps people out until we can get into it!
I brought home several boxes today for packing. The kids want to start, but I am apprehensive and really don't want to begin until the time gets closer and we have our closing packet on hand. This week we received a letter in the mail from one of Joel's student loans and his payment is going up! AHHHH! This might make it hard to get our home loan, so now it's all questionable again.

I'M SO SICK OF THIS ROLLER COASTER!!!

I am tired of being excited, then let down, then excited again. It's really depressing and was really hard on me the last time. Then we got the go ahead from the bank last week and I've allowed myself to get excited again, and now there's this letter. UGH. Rocks in my stomach. I hate this. I'm finding more hair in the sink this week. This is the last time I do this. I told Joel if our loan doesn't go through, we need to stop. Walk away. Stop trying to find banks that will finance it. There's more banks that will, but I'm tired of jumping through all the hoops and I think that might be Heavenly Father's way of telling me that I'm crazy and heard a "yes" when he was really saying "no". Maybe we need to wait until after the famine is over.

Maybe. I don't know what to think anymore.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Almost there!

I am starting to get antsy to close on the new house, I wish it hasn't been postponed for so long. I am looking forward to getting out of this neighborhood. Every time I take the dog out, or go somewhere, I see/hear something that makes me hate this place more. I'm looking forward to the privacy and peace our new place will give me.  Also, I can't wait to throw on some hiking boots and explore the woods once the leaves fall and reveal the land to us.

I just finished my last speech in speech class today. I am excited to be down to only one class a week after next Tuesday. I'm also glad I took it easy this semester. It would have been hard with more classes, with all we've had going on in the last few months. I think I will start packing stuff next week. I've been putting it off because our house is so little and we don't really have that much extra stuff around the house to pack up.

The kids are getting excited about Halloween. Joy really needs dress up clothes in her size. She has outgrown her box of dress ups from when she was little and I haven't added to it as she's grown. she loves to dress up and will be spending the next couple of weeks getting into the Halloween box and pulling out all of the costumes. Maybe that's something I should think about this Christmas, as now we will have room to store that kind of stuff.

Friday, October 07, 2011

Moving Along

The other day we got word that our financing was approved. Shew! finally.

This has been such a UN-fun ordeal for me. I want the house too much to walk away, so it's been hard because I've felt like walking away a few times. This is the LAST time I buy a house.

I wish I could drive up there and take a look at the leaves in the yard. I bet it was beautiful this week. The wind has been blowing today and many trees in the neighborhood have been stripped in a matter of hours. We won't be in the new house until the leaves have all fallen and we have a HUGE yard to rake, because until we sell this house all we have is a small mower/bagger. It might have to wait until next spring to be cleaned up. There's no more beautiful place in the fall than Minnesota. 

My parents will be delighted to know that the ward we are moving into includes a special friend Amy that I was good friends with in our teenage years. Amy also married a non-member and her husband joined the church a couple of years after Joel did. He's now in the branch presidency. We are going to a pumpkin carving activity at Amy's house the day after we close. I'm so excited to see her again and also meet her kids and get to know her family. Also, I learned that her mother Alice passed away a couple of weeks ago. I was very sad to hear that. Her mother was such a nice wonderful lady.

I have started my 20 hours of volunteering in Joy's class for my Education class. She has a really great teacher and I am really enjoying watching how she teaches and the activities she has for the kids. I love that she never even seems to raise her voice, and the kids listen and hear her. It's been great.

Colds are going around early this year. A couple of the kids and I have already started/had ours. ICK. I'm trying to figure out what I should keep stocked up on for the season. Last year I loved cocktails of Sprite/Airborne/Zantac. It made me feel good through my colds and I seemed to hardly suffer after the initial onset. So far that's been the best thing to work for me.

The dog has been healing from his neck scratching. I have taken off his flea collar, and have stopped locking him up in his kennel and it seems to have cured the itching. This week I have started him on a diet of special food for dogs with sensitivity to certain grains and protein. Hopefully this will also help, in case it's a food allergy, but as of now, I'm convinced that it is entirely in his head and happens only when he's locked up for long periods of time.

Jaeden's class has been reading Pippi Longstocking and she has become obsessed! She thinks Pippi is the neatest girl in the whole wide world. This Halloween she wants to be Pippi and wants her costume based on the book's description of what Pippi looks like and wears. I borrowed the movie from the library for her, and she loved the movie. She even took the case to school to show her teacher. I asked her what she liked about Pippi, how would she describe her to someone who didn't know who she was. She said, "The most amazing girl in the world. Adventurous and wondrous, amazing and intelligent. She is a remarkable young girl."- and later she also said, "I think most people don't see Pippi the same way I do. Maybe they think she is odd, but I don't."  I love that she finds Pippi so interesting. I've tried to encourage my girls to live true to themselves and be themselves. Even sometimes if that means letting them go to school in very strange outfits they've put together. I love that she loves that about Pippi. I hope she embraces that in herself!

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Ok, big problems lately with buying the house. We won't be closing on October 3rd, I'm pretty sure, unless there is some sort of miracle. However, we are not out of the game yet.
We had financing before, but then they decided that it was a "mobile home" on a foundation instead of a "manufactured home" and told us they can't finance it. So we are working on financing with another bank or two.
We should know within a week or so if we are getting the house or not.
This has been an emotional roller coaster for me and combined with that and the gloomy weather, and sadness over one of the bears I'd been watching online being shot dead, I'm a little concerned that maybe I need to up my meds. Today I didn't feel like doing anything and layed on the couch until it was time for my VT to come over. I would like to just dig a hole and not come out until I know what's going on with my life so I can get on with it!
I have schools to visit, Viola rental to work out, propane tanks to order, electric companies to contact, news papers to call, etc.  So much!
And everyone keeps asking me, "when are you moving?" and in my head all I can think is, "I wish I knew!" I hate feeling like I have to explain the whole story to people.
Plus I have to give a talk on Thursday and I am not very prepared yet. I should have worked on it today but I really had a hard time caring.

If you were one of those that followed me to the black bears in the north woods of Minnesota to watch the birth of the twin cubs, Faith and Jason, there is news today that their one year old sister was hunted last week and killed. Her name was Hope. During the summer one of the cubs, Jason, was also injured by coyotes and died from his injuries. This leaves Lily and Faith left on this earth.  I learned so much about black bears from this little bear family and have grown quite fond of them. I am very sad to see that the family dynamics have changed and that the study of how a momma bear mothers two cubs of different ages. It was a once in a life time opportunity, because only the special circumstances of their separation during mating season allowed Lily to become pregnant, but then after they were reunited she mothered Hope again and did it all in front of a den camera.  That opportunity now is lost.
I will post again when I know more about the details on the house. In the mean time wish me luck on my talk!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Change the World

“Never believe that a few caring people can’t change the world. For, indeed, that’s all who ever have.”–Margaret Mead

Monday, September 12, 2011

Buildings

On Friday, while the kids were in school, I took a trip by myself up to the new house. I wanted to check out the schools in the area, for one. I also wanted to find out what the situation was with the mailbox and the nearest fire hydrant.
It took about 40 minutes to get up there. I timed it from Joel's work, just to see how long he would need to commute each day. That's not bad. We had looked at some homes that were at least 60 minutes.
When I got up at the place there was nobody there, so I pulled into the driveway and turned around. On the way out I opened my windows so I could listen to the frogs and bug noises. I drove really slow and looked for trails in the field parts that led to the woods. I saw quite a few and took pictures of deer prints. Can you see one?

I decided to drive around to the back of the property and see who was farming the land behind us. While I was driving, I found a school bus and followed it to the elementary school the kids would go to if we stick with the school the neighborhood is assigned to. I'm not sure if I want to do that, because they only have an elementary school and a high school and the sixth grade and up go to high school. To me, this is not a good idea. I feel that kids that young should not be mixed with older teenagers, for many reasons.  I may choose to drive my kids about 8 miles to a different school district and have them attend a district with a middle school. I have to do some more investigating on that.

Back to my story....

After that I went back to the house and decided to take pictures of the buildings for my dad. He'd called earlier in the week and was asking about them.
So I got out and took some pictures...

This is the new front porch...

This is the wood play set in the back yard....



This is the side view of the house, looking south....



Then from that spot I turned and took a picture facing north, with the rest of our lawn and the farmer's bean fields....



The four extra buildings have been moved up against the woods. They have wood floors so they can be moved around the property. They all could use a new paint job, as you can see.  The shed...



The bus stop shelter....


The cottage shed (my hobby building)...



OK, so as I was moving down the row taking pictures of these buildings I could hear something big in the woods moving around. I thought it was a deer that I might be disturbing.  After taking this shot above, I noticed a face in the woods, to the left of the building,  peeking out at me (it's not in this shot). FREAKED ME OUT! It was a big red dog that had been stalking me! I didn't see his ears (I just noticed his eyes and nose), so I don't know what breed it was. I hope it was domestic. I started yelling, "Get! Go on! Get!" It didn't move. I kept yelling and made a move towards it, to which it slowly turned and left (odd). After that I kept my eyes on the woods and aimed my camera towards the green house frame and snapped a shot before walking back to my car.
That scared me a LOT!
Here's the bad shot I got of the green house...



It looks like the buildings have all been sitting by the woods for a couple of years, they have branches on the roofs and plants growing all around them.  They will have to be lifted out, painted and fixed up. I fully intend to use the first three buildings.

Next week we will be visiting our new branch and will come back to the property and check out the woods to see what we can tell about what I saw, and what is living in there. I think we will be bringing Josh's birthday present, (a BB rifle).

Tuesday, September 06, 2011

Deacon's Bench

Many years ago I got the idea in my head that I simply MUST have a deacon's bench. One year Joel told me that he knew how to make furniture and so I started begging him to make me one. I must have bugged him too much because one year for Mother's Day I got an I.O. U. for one hand made deacon's bench.
I've waited
and waited
and waited
I've had three children since then.
No deacon's bench.
The last year I have wanted one more than ever. Mostly for my children to store their winter hats and mittens in, since the puppy has been chewing on them. I thought it would look so nice by my door and the kids could sit on it and take their things off.
I stopped waiting for Joel to work his wood work magic and this week I found one I simply couldn't pass up. I bought myself a deacon's bench!
And I love it!
It's going to go so nicely in the new house.
Now I need a rustic one for the outside of my front door.... Joel!

Who Knew?

Who knew that a dog could be allergic to you? I didn't. I might have a dog that is topically allergic to either environment, dust or us! Yay. I can just see Joel's eyes rolling when I tell him this news. 15 years of special baths, pills and sprays. Its gonna be fun.
Rats. This really bums me out.

Monday, September 05, 2011

Summer..... stop.

Tomorrow is back to school! My kids get on the bus at 8:50, I have a class at 9:30.  I have a bunch of stuff to do to get them ready to get on the bus. Get their lunches bought, get their backpacks packed, the papers filled out, their outfits picked out, their pictures taken, etc. Yeah... I put it off until the last minute. I do that a lot.

Joel went through the new house with the inspector and the house looks great! No major fixes are needed, and the owners agreed to all of the fixes we requested. While he was up there, Joel found some choke cherry trees and some grape bushes. That's cool!

I find myself daydreaming a lot about the new house. Imagining us in it, the things we will do. It's fun just thinking about it. I can hardly wait until it's real.

We have been fasting for a buyer for this house. I plan to fast every Sunday until it is sold. Please keep us in your prayers for this! If we don't sell it, I will have to find work in November until we do. That's something I'm willing to do to get us into this new house. It will be worth it!  The short term sacrifices will be worth the long term benefits.
"To be an artist, to be a photographer, you have to nurture the things that most people discard." - Richard Avedon

Monday, August 29, 2011

Today the children and I talked about the many foods we would like to grow in our yard. We started with all the fruit trees we would like to plant. They thought it would be fun to grow bananas and coconuts until I told them those would never survive our Minnesota cold winters. So we settled on apples, peaches, cherries and plums.

We decided that it would be great fun to have grapes, strawberries, raspberries, corn, cucumbers, pumpkins, watermelon, potatoes, peas, carrots, .... maybe rhubarb and zucchini. Maybe.  Only if I have room for it.
I have a food dehydrator that my parents gave us a few years ago. I've held onto it hoping to someday have time/energy to figure it out and use it. I've always thought it would be fun to make our own fruit leather and jerky. I looooove jerky! I've done a little canning, and would like to do more. Now I will get to practice on my own foods. I am excited to play!

Joel and I have talked about different things we would like to do with the yard. I forgot to mention that the home also comes with some other buildings. One is obviously a shed for lawnmowers and tools. One we think is a little house for the kids to sit in on cold winter days waiting for the school bus. There is an uncovered green house, which right now is just a framed building in the corner of the lot, I'm not sure if we will keep/improve it or just tear it down and burn it.  And one is a cute little shed/playhouse type building with a front porch. I've claimed that one as my studio for keeping my oil paints, gardening, pottery and whatever other talents I want to work on. I am kind of excited about that building.

I am also excited to put out my hammock and never take it down again. Here, I have to worry about it being stolen or vandalized. My kids have put plastic roller skates and big wheels out in the yard for other kids to steal, and they won't. But the night I leave my hammock out in the yard you can bet it will disappear!

You can't imagine how much joy this is bringing me and how much I am relishing the freedom we will have in our new place. A lot of people have expressed to me that they are sad that we are moving, but I hope they also know how stifling this place is. How trapped I feel. How unsafe it is for my kids. How I need my freedom again! I come from space and I need space to be happy. I feel like I'm under a microscope living here with neighbors so close, with their phones in hand ready to call a manager any time you break a rule.
There is someone telling me how many cars I can have, that my company has to leave by 10 or be towed, that I can't have more than one pet, that my pet can't be more than 20 pounds, that I have to have a barn style shed, it has to match my house, it can't be bigger than 8x10.  The neighbors can look out their windows into mine. They can add onto their house within 5 feet of mine. They can take away virtually all of my yard just by adding onto their house, and there's not a thing I can do about it.  Some people are very good about living in that sort of communal situation. I admire them. I am not that kind of person. I'm so thankful that I don't have to anymore! Yippie!!!! And I'm not going to feel guilty about moving, not even a little. This home was only supposed to be temporary and it's term has come to an end. I hope that others can be happy for my family instead.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Accepted!




We got word very late last night that our offer for the home was accepted. YIPPIE!

We close on October 3rd.

The kids are excited. I am too.... and a little scared.
I'm scared of a mortgage again. I'm scared of making new friends. I'm scared of living in the middle of nowhere. But funny thing, I also am excited about them too!  I don't think I've mentioned that I also am so happy to have a basement to banish the kids to!

When we bought our first house, the previous owners had a horseshoe above the kitchen door. It was upside down. After we moved in Joel turned it right side up (did you know there's an up and down to a horse shoe? I grew up with horses and didn't know!) and told me that they were letting all the luck run out. (And being Irish, luck is something I SHOULD know about!) I always thought that was a neat sentiment.

When we visited our new house we noticed a wood structure at the end of our very long driveway, down by the road, on the property, that had two horseshoes turned right side up. I like to think they are holding all of the good luck for us!

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Suspense

Oh what a bitter pill is suspense.

We received a counter offer for the house we made an offer on yesterday. Tonight we are waiting for them to respond to our counter offer to their counter offer, and off we dance the counter-offer dance! *Insert Hava Nagila here*
I wish I knew where my socks were going to land when I throw them in the air.
Will they land in a wet puddle in the middle of a trailer park, or will they land in the middle of a parcel of grassy field between some power lines and railroad tracks?
Maybe tomorrow I will know.
Tonight I will take two sleeping pills (because I have an early morning class and cannot be up past 10:30) and will dream about the rows of corn I will plant, the vines that will be heavy with tomatoes, the fruit on the branches I will pluck, the sprouts of weeds I will pull, the speckles of lights I will spread in the rocks, the peonies I will harvest next spring for vases and the sounds of children running and laughing and little dogs chasing them and barking.

Old Blog

I couldn't get a stupid background off of my old blog. No matter what I tried, it wouldn't go away. So I decided that maybe I could start a new one. It's been a couple of years, and I promised my parents I wouldn't move my blog for a long time. It's probably been long enough that they don't mind following me.
Since we are planning on moving out to the country I thought it might also be a good idea to chronicle our adventures in starting a whole new way of life, as well.
Thus, Good Country Life!
Welcome :)